His two coaches were angry with him and
many of the parents, us included were very angry. The game was lost...it left such a sour taste in our mouths, our son has never played baseball since although he is very good. Since that time, the manager has passed away.
We were remembering this, recalling the game, feeling the same ugly anger when Alan looked at me and marveled...isn't this amazing, we still have hard feelings about some one who is dead? We had to laugh at ourselves. Even though the person is no longer living, we bore a grudge against him...
'Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD." Leviticus 19:18
Even the word bear implies a heavy weight, doesn't it? We'd been carrying this heavy weight around for over 5 years...and had to forgive this man and let the incident go. Just let it go. Thank the Lord, He brought this to our attention!
I have sometimes wondered why as we age, some get sweeter and some get more bitter....may it not have to do with years of bearing grudges?

Grudges don't hurt the person against, but they poison ourselves. Yet it is sure hard to let some of them go!
ReplyDeleteRev 11:19
ReplyDelete19 And the temple of God was opened in heaven, and there was seen in his temple the ark of his testament: and there were lightnings, and voices, and thunderings, and an earthquake, and great hail.
KJV
The ark is in heaven.
what gets me is why, WHY do people want to carry that stuff around, like it's a nasty little pet or something?!!
ReplyDeletethat song by the newsboys--Like a Million Pieces--it addresses that well.